Wednesday, March 17, 2010
One night I had just this urge to paint so I did. I did this with very bad light and didn't think it looked good. I had such a hard time while painting this not sure why but when I finished it and stood back to look and it. I was amazing how it turn out. You see during this time I was struggling with feel like I was not ever going to achieve what I wanted to achieve. I was dealing with feeling inadequate in being a wife, a mom, a sister, a friend and even as a leader. I even thought I would never be a good painter. So when I started this painting I went with an attitude of lets see if I can do this. So when I step back I saw God telling me that I could do ANYTHING with him. I soon became overwhelmed with his love and his goodness. I remember feeling so encourage with something I painted. It was a picture of his mercies are new every morning. From then on out I knew I could do it. Just had to take it one day at a time. Now I painted this picture in December and a lot has happen and change and its been a hard three months but I still know I can do it. I can still run this race and follow him all the days of my life!!! Enjoy!